It would be in your best interest, in fact it is very important, that you find yourself a clinic that will work with you on a payment plan and get in see a physician as soon as you can. Do not let this atrophy get any worse as it may get to the point where it is not reversible at all.
Check with local health department or university medical system if there is one close. Surely there is a hospital system nearby that will be willing to work out a payment plan.
De Lyn Wolcott, CPhT
Certified Pharmacy Technician
American Medical Association Alliance member
Physical Medicine & Rehabilitation
National Pharmacy Technician Association