I am a 44 year old woman. I began taking paxil in March 1997 about 20mg. It was increased to 40mg after I was on the diet drug redux for a month and abruptly stopped. This caused me to become very depressed. My doctor then increase my Paxil to 40mg... problem solve. After the death of my mother and a chain of many unfortuante events I was increased to 60mg. NOTE: I was seeing a therapist the entire time at it was at her suggestion that I consider medication to help manage my panic and
depression. Anyway with the increase to 60mg. I really felt much better. I gained fifty pounds ballooning to almost 280lbs. I was lucky enough to join a martial arts class (given by a family member) which with the level of meds I was on really put me on the road to successful recovery from
depression and panic. the combination of the intense exercise and medication enable me to not only loose close to 80lbs, but I stopped going to therapy.
The martial arts school closed down but I continued to exercise and feel pretty good. Until....I was switched to paxil CR 75mg September 1 2005. Ever since then I have been on a steady decline. Could find the energy or desire to work out, gained 30 pounds, feelings of
depression and a general "i don't care attitude toward everything" I went to the doctor she increased my dose to 100mg of paxil cr. Honestly it seems like every day I experience a new symptom. I am have thoughts of suicide. Which I don't want. I don't want to hurt myself but the thoughts keep poping into my mind. Today I felt numbness in some of my fingers on my left hand and I must constantly keep my leg shaking. (this is a symptom I experienced when I start paxil in 1997) I can tolerate this sympotom it just seems like everything is going down hill. I am taking the brand name because GSK is providing me my meds free of charges because I have not health insurance and have an very hard time paying for the meds myself. I was on the generic paxil when I have health insurance and it seemed to work okay. I don't know what to do. Also I experienced visual trails...this did not happen to me until last year
after being on paxil for almost 10 years. Where can I go for answers. Ultimately I will make the decision jointly with my doctor...but I just wonder if anyone else has had this experience and how they handeled it.
Thanks and sorry for the long post.