I always feel like i have an enormous problem and i am hiding from the others, i keep it in myself1.So i am feeling very
anxious,i feel sick sometimes,sometimes i can not eat.especaially when other prople are around,because i feel bad,i feel guilty for hiding my problem(wich i repeat i don't know exactly what it is)I feel under pressure by this problem wich i don't know what it is.I can not focus very well,i worry to much,i worry a lot,especailly that i might not focus .I feel it acts against me and i feel it is my fault.I thought for so many times what is that boderrs me and i came up to some strange conclusion.I was feeling guilty for masturbating and bad so i decided to tell my parents to get a relief.I told them but it doesn't work.Now it came to my mind that i have to tell them other things about my sexuality,but i am to ashamed and i am not sure this is the answer.It is very hard to talk about my sexuality with my parents,i feel i will explode,so that is why i thought that maybe this was my problem (the fact that i have to tell them this and i can not),but it didn't work.I feel with a knot in my neck like i have done something wrong ,ifeel nauxious it is dire,horrible.It has been going on for 4 years.Some psyhycologists told me that i have to see what really bodders but i don't know for sure what is boddering me.
And the worse is i worry i might not focus.I hear some inner voices wich don't give me peace("it is your fault!,it is your fault!you know you have to tell the truth ,or else you will feel bad forever""you are to stuborn,you know you are wrong,admit it!);
This are inner voices ,it is not like i am hearing voices from outside.
What do you thing is the solution and what is the thing with this voice?